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[14 Jan 2008|08:46pm]
yesterday/today has been on the worst days i've had in forever. i hate my mother, so much and i cant stand it anymore. she did something to me last night that i will NEVER forgive her for. i dont even know if i ever want to speak to her again. i feel horrible saying that, but what mother punches her child in the face repeatedly just because your an alcoholic bitch and wont admit that you have a problem and hate when people point it out. i spent the afternoon at the stupid police station filling out paperwork. i couldn't hit her back, shes my mom. how can you try and make your child miserable just because you are? i did NOTHING wrong except for have a WONDERFUL boyfriend who loves me and wants to spend time with me. she's so jealous over the fact that i'm finally happy and doing good and not fucking up anymore. shes so miserable..she cant keep a boyfriend, hates herself/her job, and has no friends - she has to take it out on me. i moved back in with my dad and i think it will be so much better here. ugggh im so frustrated i can't believe her.
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[01 Dec 2006|06:30pm]
wow, i haven't updated in 2 months! soo much has been going on i don't even know where to START! around thanksgiving someone broke into my car, TWICE. then keyed my car a few days later. i think i know who it was, but i'm not 100% sure. i saw them driving around my neighborhood a few times, and i live on a dead end. she's a stupid slut, i wish she would just leave me alone. thanksgiving was good. i got to see eric, which i hadn't in a few months =] my mama & i went shopping and i got a lot of cute things. i love these new heels i got from macys. im wearing them to my cousins wedding next weekend. =] ooh yeah. alicia's having a baby. im sooo excited for her. and shes marrying this army guy she's been dating for awhile now. i haven't met him yet, but my mom has and she said he's a sweetheart & sooo good to her! plus, i saw pictures and he's a cuuuutttiiie! haha. i'm a dork, i know. for christmas my mama, me, and my 2 brothers are going skiing. i'm so excited about it, i haven't been before. plus, my mama and i are spending one day at the spa while we're there. manicures, pedicures, massages, face peels, etc! i can't wait. chris and i are good. he FINIALLY got his liscense back so now i don't have to drive anymore when we go places. plus, i like his car better. ha =] i'm so glad this semester is almost over. i really need a new job too. i hate some of the people i work with here. they drive me craaazzy.

im almost off.
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[13 Aug 2006|02:07pm]
i'm so tired of EVERYTHING. everyone. last night was horrible. i haven't felt that way in a LONG time. i don't understand how people can treat you so shitty, and if you treat them like that they'd flip on you. i NEVER will. it hurts so bad, but crying doesn't do any good. just makes me feel ashamed for the way i'm feeling. i would never want to hurt someone so bad that they cry so much that they can't breath. i would want to do everything in my power to make them feel better. maybe im crazy. maybe i over-react. over-analyze. maybe i deserve to be treated like a bitch, because i am one. that's probably it.
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kimberlys profile [12 Aug 2006|11:06pm]
i saw this on kimberlys profile and i had to save it, its so sad. =[

Finally got over that song of ours;
stopped chasin little red sports cars,
to check the license plates
and back wood drivin by your place.
Back makin the rounds at our old haunts:
Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein some of our old friends:
it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your cologne
and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame
and not feel a thing.

But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May,
And I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

And when the conversation turns to you,
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me",
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see.
I know I can't go back when I still go back.
And there we are, a point down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time, And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

So I'm thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
Stop tryin' to change the things I can't change.
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head,

I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May,
And I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place.
And there we are, a point down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time.
And I can't explain, but I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
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[01 Aug 2006|12:04am]
i was about to update and write - "tommorow's my birthday" and i just looked at the clock and it's 12:04 so guess what?! IT'S my BIRTHDAY! =) happy 20th to MEEEE! <3
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[01 Aug 2005|10:26pm]

the beach was amazing. my birthday was amazing. jayson was amazing. kelly & freeman were amazing.

it might have been my 19th, but we know how to do it.Collapse )
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[19 May 2005|06:26pm]

for you my love, i would kill
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[21 Nov 2004|02:41pm]

- i LOVE my best friend <3
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[18 Oct 2004|10:43pm]
MORE pictures :]

- me and melissa rocking the SIDE ponytails :]

- christopher and i @ david d's one night during the summer..
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[23 Aug 2004|03:09pm]
well, i had my first college party as a college girl. it was pretty fun :] funny thing is that it wasn't even @ tech - colleen, melissa, and i went to radford! my first sobriety check too, ha. my goodness.

i've been hanging out with colleen a lot. she's really sweet <3 i wish we were in the same building because it's def a hike from lee to west aj [ where she is. ] plus i love the girls on her hall SO MUCH more than the girls on mine! =/ except jes and katie. they're so adorable! :] hmm.. i had my first class at 8am. def switching it. my first day and i fell asleep. i suck majorly. i have no other classes today til 5:30 so i came back to my room and passed the fuck out til 12ish. went to taco bell with eric and now i'm doing laundry. that shit is EXPENSIVE! $1.50 to wash and $1.50 to dry. so yeah i'm only doing a dark load right now cuz there's no point in wasting $3 when i only have like 5 white cami's and a couple shirts and undies to wash in a white load.

my room mate and i have just completely stopped talking to each other. it's quite nice i must say :] her voice is so manly and annoying. i enjoy the silence or phone calls from other people while she still sits in silence :]

gotta go switch my laundry <3
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[21 Jun 2004|06:41pm]
graduation pictures

- cheesin like WOAH ;]

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homecoming 2oo3 :] [26 Oct 2003|11:55am]
pictures <3

melissa [ in the blue ] and i - right after we got our hair did.

my favorite - is my smile big enough? :]

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[07 Jul 2003|09:57pm]
FRIENDS ONLY! [mostly]

- leave a comment + i'll add you back! <3
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